I am encountering some SERIOUS difficulty understanding the cold. When I woke up today the weather was forecasted to be 34 degrees, as in Fahrenheit, as is WAY below the 70 degrees that I am accustomed to. Basically I am wearing a good majority of my wardrobe. I mean I am seriously questioning what the hell I was thinking. Ok not really, but I am concerned. As I was getting dressed today, I was wondering how I am going to manage all these layers when I go to yoga. I need some yoga in my life. I sacrified yoga for the past 2 weeks for Caitlin and I am really starting to feel the stress of that sacrifice right now.
Its hard to think of all the differances in my current world in comparison to the world I was so quick to leave behind. I almost feel like I cannot dive back into the OC life I once lead. I have been so affected by my time here and I am so much of a different person than when I left. I guess I am almost afraid to go home. It hard for me to explain it, I guess my fellow classmates would be the people who would understand more so than I am able to put words to. I just know that as I am getting dressed putting layer on after layer as I glance outside and see sunshine thinking "there is NO WAY I am going to be cold with all this on" and then stepping outside, getting hit with a wall of cold wind and instantly wishing for more clothing. How am I going to survive this??! HELP!
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