Present

I'm having trouble living in the present. This is me being totally honest. I feel like I am floating somewhere between the here and now and the future. This feeling in likely due in large part to the fact that I put my entire life on hold to come out here and go to school. I keep wondering if this is a temporary feeling, or if I am going to snap out of it and live for today.

The mystery of tomorrow used to excite me. Here I have a hard time tapping into that excitement.